Elsa

Adison loves to put her Elsa dress on and some high heels and pretend that she is Elsa.  She will get in fights with her sisters when they call her Adsison when she is wearing the dress and tell them "I am not Adison, I am Elsa!"  All day today she has been calling me Jill and asking me where my sisters are.  Then she tells me that Adison is gone for the day and she will stay and play with me.  

Adi took a few pictures of me and Max together.  They are not to bad but the little finger in the corner is the perfect touch!  

Max is so in love with this little blue teddy bear.  It is the little gift bear that the hospital gave us when we had him so we have had it just as long as we have had Max.  He loves it when I put it in his crib with it, but Ryan will take it out and put in a football instead.   But when he does sleep with it he puts it up to his face and snuggles it so cute.   

he also loves to suck/chew on it

Max still loves to go up the stairs but has not figured out how to go down them yet.  I still get nervous and make sure I am close in case he takes a fall…..

I love this little stink bug crawl that he will do a lot.  He is so fast at getting around and is just so much fun to watch.  He brings our family so much joy and happiness and is just amazing.  Every little thing that they do at this age is so fun to watch and such a big deal and I love it.  They learn so much so fast and they only go through this once.  I feel like if I blink I am going to miss something some days.
It is interesting to think that my whole life the only thing that I ever wanted to be was a mother.  I didn't ever picture myself working anywhere or doing anything else but being home with my kids.  At such a young age I loved children and couldn't wait until I had my own.  So right now I am living out my dream, the thing that I wanted to do my entire life.  I feel overwhelmed and sometimes feel like a horrible mom but I think that is normal for everyone.  We are entrusted with these perfect spirits and I am so afraid of damaging them in anyway that it can be scary.   I want my children to be who they were sent to this earth to be and as I watch them and all the qualities they have I can see that they are amazing and they could do anything they want.  I know that they have the power to change lives for the better because that is what they have done for me.