Thursday, February 27, 2014

It's a miracle





For the last year Adison has had this little lump on her neck right where her thyroid is.  I have taken her in with me to the doctor and they were watching it.  When it didn't go away and it was there for so long he sent me to a specialist who told us that it HAD to be removed and that it was only going to get worse and it was more dangerous to leave it in than it would be to have the surgery.  So we were planning on doing it a few months after Max was born.  I still didn't want to do it and had so many fears and worried about all the what if's.  I looked on line and saw there were a few risks.... one was the nerves in your face being damaged, and I worried about the scare, and the bleeding, and I just felt so sick about the whole thing.  I have this perfect little daughter who is so beautiful and I have to go in and make a scare on her neck... So I started to pray and I fasted and I prayed that she wouldn't have to have surgery, and that it would go away on it's own.  And I looked at her neck a little while ago and it is completely gone.  It is funny how your mind works because one of my thoughts were, "oh that is just a coincidence"  But I know that it is a blessing and that my prayer was answered.  I am so thankful for the power of prayer.  I know it works, it may not always work the way we want it to, but it always ends up the way we need it to be.  I am so thankful that this has happened and that Adison will not have to have surgery.  She is still my baby and I want to protect her and not see her hurt in any way.  She is so funny, she just came up to me and said, "I like my pink one, and purple one, and I like warm hugs!"  Ohhhh I don't know what I would do without this little princess.  She is so funny, and sweet.   Miracles still happen! Miracle

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