So the other day I was feeling very sorry for myself and my glass was just about empty. I kept sinking lower and lower into my own self pitty and I really am just getting so sick of being alone and not having my husband around. Then Adison started doing all sorts of cute things, and signing new things and saying new things... Brytlee started saying how much she loved me while she gave me a back rub and my day turned around right away. I started to realize that I am the lucky one. Ryan is off freezing and working his butt off, and I am home watching my baby's grow. I really feel bad now that he is missing out on so much for the girls. He has already missed all of the girls soccer games and that is something he LOVES to see. I was BUSY running them around and it was so CRAZY remembering which one had practice and which one had a game. Between the three of them, we had something going on with soccer every single day of the week. I guess it has helped me keep my mind off of missing Ryan so much and kept me busy so time has gone a little faster.
Adison just in the last two days has started be interested in going to the bathroom on the potty. She has gone pee two times and poo two times. She is so cute and gets so excited and when she is done she waved bye bye pee pee, bye bye poo poo.... it was so funny. Then this morning she sat at the table and held her fork like a big girl and ate a crepe all by herself without making any mess's and just acted so old.
I am so ready to be with Ryan again, and can not wait for this to be over. And then I never want to ever do it ever again!!!!!
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